I went on the save our jobs/save our social services/give us some fucking money march last saturday. Though the anger pulses through me rightly enough, the act of marching, assembling, and listening to dumb rhetoric does not come easily to me. I felt every bit as much an observer as a participant, a statement I could, in fairness, equally make about the rest of my life.
So, we're all milling around in Hyde Park, an impressive congregation (whatever number you choose) and I'm taken back to the last time I was here in this park amongst this many people - The Stones in the Park-1968 wasn't it?
Now a woman with an unfortunately strident voice walks up to the microphone...HELLO HYDE PARK! Oh fuck, it's like a rock concert. I cannot, I will not, holler back.
1968 comes echoing back..Sam Cutler (for it is he) Hey people dig this, there's now over a quarter of a million of us here. and sure enough the woman here today shoots the same line, as later will Brendan Barber, Ed Milliband, Dave Prentis et al. who all deliver inadequate speeches focussing mainly on the fact that we are there. They leave pauses for echoes of approval, and still I can't, I won't, holler back.
What then strikes me is that throughout my formative teenage years and well well beyond I have been listening to hippie and post-hippie exhortations at festivals, on records, and in the media, to "get it together"...."We have got to get it together now"..."Come on, come on, let's work together."................"We are all one band."
As a generation we never have got it together.
On saturday I only wanted one question answered - "What's the plan?" No one gave us an answer.

